bye 2011

Many person believe that year 2012 was the year wherein the earth will supposedly collapse,destroy, vanish or let's say THE END. last year was a year full of emotions, anger and insecurity or simply,i was afraid. I was afraid to level up my faith to GOD. i thought having a far a way busy life without God is easy, going back to the past is easy, yet i was wrong. and i admit it, that's what i thought. there was i fallen in two different kinds of man; one that I spent my 3 years of loyalty and another guy whom i like for 3 months which starts from a simple joke. yes both of them let me feel like i'm flying yet i was wrong, Completely i was totally wrong. I thought being a Powerful person like being one of the best newspaper in the country's group, a high school governing official and even being a basketball player will make me happy like before, when i was still lost. I had the fame i want. everybody in our school recognize me, i won as the fourth place for sports writing and ninth place in photojournalism at the district conference yet i'm still incomplete. i miss how I began to be with those person who are deadly in love with the Lord. because i can't take this anymore when 2012 comes i am eager to establish God into my life. for the first week i'm adjusting and for the second week i was able to attend Historymakers night wherein great revival and forgiveness to myself happen but it doesn't happy just that easy i surpass test. my best friend needs to go home and also i for i will got home so late if i didn't leave at nine at the evening. i don't want to go home yet i promise my mom that i'll be home at 9. my best friend went home while i stay. perfect!! that's how i can define the word of God. Being beautiful inside and out. in eyes if men and of God. thank God i didn't went home like what i plotted to do. that night during altar call i felt the holy forgiveness and the true mourning from the heart. i realize i'm just afraid to step up and made history, i was afraid to leave what i nee to left behind and what do i need to do. that's why i'm proud to say Good bye 2011 hello 2012 . Welcome pambihira (exceptional) !!!!!