helloooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at last, I am able to blog again!!! ROFL XD I am so happy and I just wanna share my happiness to those who can read this :)) i found it awkward when my birthday is nearly approaching. i miss my high school friends who surprises me and give me somewhat valuable. surely, this year's celebration is far too different from my past four birthdays. so i found it weird who will surprise me out of my wild imagination. and booooom! i planned what i wanted to do on that very day. days before my birthday, i feel so unworthy , you know what i mean. at the very first hour of my birthday i pray. i thank God for everything and for what i have right now. i also ask God my personal prayers. i am so happy i am able to thank God and suddenly my tears roll down my cheeks. i was asking " God what is happening? i just want to have this day happily.. father i don't want to be sad.. i'm so down " and after i pray, got my notebook and do my devotion . after that shooocks! 4 messages greet me and i found my self smiling reading those messages, they were cute. after that i sleep.
I woke up at 6:30 am i think because my Dad greet me and i has straight face saying nothing in return. sorry but i was so down. i got up from my bed at around 7:30 am they're all gone.. no one is in our house--- just me and snow. after realizing it. i prayed again and cried again. i felt so childish for crying. too emotional? yes it was me.. after minutes after i pray i do my homework then check my phone there are about 6 out 10 messages greeting me after i read it it beep and it was my best friend/mentor greeting me in this form "happy birthday pretty" oh emm! she makes me smile. then we text for about 30 minutes then she stated that i must wait and tell her if someone text me that make my world upside down.. upon reading his message i am thinking what is that and i guess that it could be my crush greeting me because days before, after church gathering we do text and she found out my crush.. then after a minute boom!~ Emily you've got it right! he text me!!!! greeting:
hi emily :) happy birthday! continue to seek God in every second of your life. matindi pa gagawin sayo:) he will bless you para maging blessing ka din sa marami just like Jacob!
all i can say that very moment is " my GOD!!!!" and "loko ka Venisse!!!"... she made my day super happy. yes, Happy and I admit it but of course it is not only he who message me but some of unexpected church mates.. they hope more blessings for me and prayed for me.. all I can say that day was WOW!!!!and what made me even more surprise is that these guys edify me and prophesied! whoa!! though my block mates didn't made my day important nor my High school friends too. God use my mentor to make me happy.
I'm Emily and i'm already 17, but wait there's more! i will conquer my whole university for Jesus and won't miss a thing :)) for I hold on this verse:
I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.- Genesis 28:15 (NIV)
